Give me a life

October 15th, 2007 by dreamzzz

My lecturer always stress on this game Second life and I saw it in the newspapers regarding this second life again. I always think that people with no life and very unhappy with their life will join….. hahahaha….

I am starting to feel that I’ve no life too… The workload is stressing the whole class up…. hahahaha…. When we did a class interaction, I shared with the class that I’ve been so hardworking before… True, not even my Uni days… Remember back then, my friends always call my course mates and I slacker… basically… we do nothing but slack around and do assignment during the last minute… Actual facts, we study, especially when we have test every week.. but you do not feel the stress then… still a relax life….. However, Life is different in NIE…. 10 modules a semester….. driving me nuts with presentations and assignments… working till wee hours just to get thing done and submit the following day. Then, I’ve to thanks my ex-colleague telling me to enjoy life in NIE… All bullshit now my classmates will quote my words…"I never been so hardworking in my life".

Life during weekend is worst… Do assignments, rush assignments, dare not to go out cos the heart is link to assignments and finish assignment. So sad….. now i think i can join second life cos i do not have a life. Now I need more linguistic intelligence to finish my assignments. Sooner or later I’m going to have some emotional behavior problems… hahahaha

 

Bring me a bed

September 18th, 2007 by dreamzzz

Like a whale, I wish to swim freely in the ocean, crossing every continent just to look at this earth. To feel the sea clam and anger, and to break out the frustrations hidden  within me.  I want to be like an eagle, soaring the sky and diving down from the sky as though there is no gravity. To feel the rush, the power and let my heart miss a heart beat. I wish I can be like a corpse, not to feel the cold but to stop my pace and rest in peace.

My brain and body had since been exhausted and tired from the continuous bombing of works and assignments  school load. I started to feel the burden that I carried, the stress and pressure to work really HARD just doing the cat and mouse chase. As I slowly digest the knowledge, sometimes I felt a choke. Sometime I feel I am lost in the forest with trees surrounding me, I need to breath. Most of the time, I felt that I’ve amnesia that I’ve forgotten everything in a split second. I wish that I can take my brain out and reformat it, there’s been to many information and going to crash soon.

My friends always asked me to enjoy my life in school but I did not. However, I realized that I have never been so hardworking in my life, not even when I’m doing my degree. I need to switch off my brain and body for a while. Bring me a me and let me sleep and rest.

Bangkok tour 2007

July 3rd, 2007 by dreamzzz

During the last June holiday, as usual, the 3 daredevil went for a tour again but this time round, we invited a alcoholic couple too. Our trip is to visit Bangkok, River Kwai.

This is the first time, ah Chai took a plane, he was so excited that the wife claimed that he could not sleep the night before. They feared they will missed the flight and went to the airport extreme early.

During the trip we went to the floating market, a home coconut sugar plant, River Kwai bridge and a stay in River Kwai Resort. Seeing the history, the death railway, was enriching and scary too, especially when you are walking on the bridge and there’s another person who wanted to pass, you have to move aside to stand on the steel bar. Although there’s planks at the side for you to stand but most of them are rotten, you get to see the rushing river flowing below or cliff below at a great height of about 20 meters or more. In addition, it was hot and humid afternoon, when you walk along the track, you felt that you are burnt and the path seems wavy especially the river is just beside you.

The River Kwai has an amazing and awesome scenery. Seated in the speedboat to the resort took about 15-20 minutes. At both river bank, you can see bamboo forest and cliff, so green and natural. It can be mentioned as a untouched area with tribe living there. The River Kwai Resort is a floating platform resort surrounded by mountains and bamboos. The river flow can be described as rushing and swirling. Swimming in the river is effortless, you just need to jump in from the upstream and it will bring you to the downstream in a few minutes. If you are trying to swim against the current, I can tell you, "Forget about it!", the current is too fast. As a safety precaution, all swimmers regardless if you are the Olympics champion or not, you must wear a life jacket. No kidding!

Maybe we went during the wrong season. River Kwai is very hot, especially at night. "No wind". Oops! forget to mention, the resort does not has any electricity supply, so simply forget the air-con, fan or even lighting. It’s like going back to kampong time, use the oil lamp and fan yourself with the straw fan. hahahaha. To us, it is a torture to sleep in the room. So in the middle of the night, we shifted out to the raft platform outside the room to sleep. Sleeping under the moonless night with stars blinking above you, shooting starting flying across to excite you. fireflies at the opposite river bank and a band of toad choir to entertain you. At first my anty slept nearest to the raft edge, she left and I took over her position to have a better look at the stars above us. I managed to see 2 shooting stars. While lying there, I told branches (my friend) that shooting star according to older folks are unlucky star as they are also known as fallen star, so when u see them u’ve to spit saliva. So when i saw the first one, I quickly informed her to make a wish. She told me to split saliva instead… hahaha….. she missed the first one to make a wish, so when the second one fly across the sky, i gave her some signal but she was almost sleep. After sleeping on the raft for 2 hours, I had motion sickness. This motion sickness continue for about a week. I’ve this floating and dizzy feeling.

The River Kwai resort is managed by the Mon tribe people. Their village is just behind the Resort. When you stay there, you get to visit their village. The village is very peaceful, the houses are built of bamboo and wood. The pond shelter and bridge are the best structure. You have to see the pond shelter, the main supports are made from whole tree trunk, no nails at all. Very massive and beautiful structure. We went to the cave located near the Mon tribe. The cave used to be habitat by monks but they left. Although it took about 30 mins to get to the cave, the scenery along the way was awesome, you get to pass by the hanging cliff. The cliff is like concave with rock hanging above your head, you get to see a lot of bamboo stick supporting, but in actual fact, the bamboos are used to collect honey from the cliff.

When you are dinning at the resort, all meals will be served to the guests at the same time, they will ring the bell to inform all guess it’s meal time.  For breakfast, the resort staffs will feed bees with jams. So when you spread the jam on you bread watch out dun put extra ingredients in.

If you are planning to go there, I’ll gave it a 4.5* out of 5*

Be prepared for no air-con or fan!

Zhenni’s Wedding

July 2nd, 2007 by dreamzzz

27th June 2007, is Jean-Bernard and Phoebe’s wedding. On the 26th June 2007, my cousin Phoebe message me to be the sisters gang. "LOCK the GATE!!!" A Last minute decision to make, cos I still need to work on 27th June. My anty convinced me to go, anyway, JB need to be in the house by 7am.

It was hard to think of a game to play, since we already had blowing of  condoms and Ruhua makeup during pinky’s wedding. Tang Poem, plucking of hairs from body parts for my sister wedding. What other mischief can we be up to this time?

I planned to get the brothers in a mess. A lollipop hidden within a cake and they are requested to find it without using their hand. After some discussion with my anty, Connie, we wanted a brief from the brothers gang.  My cousin Fenny mentioned JB’s best man can dance well, so singing and pole dancing are included. Last of all ,Fenny wanted "Sour Taste!" All of them need to drink a cup of pure lemon juice!

On that morning, we woke up early to be at my cousin’s house at 6am. The brothers gang is funny, other than the best man Phillip, JB best friend from France, the rest:- my cousins and brother. hahaha. JB’s parents even came early to see the bride, since they never been through a Chinese custom marriage.

The groom and his warriors brothers came early. We requested the first task. To sing a France song, pole dance and give us one brief. Very sporty indeed, the groom and best man sing a France song and dance. However, when we wanted an underwear, JB pushed Phillip to the front line. Surrounded by the brothers, early in the morning, around 6.30am, outside the corridor, Phillip took off his pant and brief and passed the brief to us, Laughters filled the room! I quickly took the brief on the bamboo pole and hang outside the house to show off our victory. hahahaha. Ok, i know we are mean, but it happened once a blue moon. The guys sudden laughed, opps Phillip had zip something up when putting his pant back. We can’t stop laughing to know that prince charming ( usually in fairy tale, the prince wearing all white riding a white horse), Phillip, in all white, will also wear a white undergarment inside. hahaha

Second task, the lollipop without the stick was pushed all the way to the bottom and we placed the grape back to cover up the mess. This time, JB mentioned that he needed to look extremely handsome to take photos, so he command Vincent to fight the battle alone. Without using hand, Vincent teared a pieces of the card board, bite it in his mouth and dive in to cut the cake. Slowly, he cut the cake and making a mess on his face. The lollipop was found towards the end in the center of the cake. He had to dive in to pick up the lollipop with his mouth. Cheers for Vincent! for the nice makeover. hahaha.

The last task, the brothers each took a shot of the lemon juice. It was funny when the cousin who opened the door was forced to drink the lemon juice.

It was fun indeed…. opps the brief!!! how is it now?

Well, after they came in, I’ve informed Philip to go and pick up the brief himself. To our surprise, he simply put up and stuffed it inside his pocket. hahahaha… I quickly pointed to the toilet and tell him he can use the washroom to put it on. The photographer quickly asked him to post with his brief before he put on. When i turned away, someone quickly told us that Phillip put on his brief without closing the washroom door!!! hahahaha….

Farewell

June 24th, 2007 by dreamzzz

Time Flies, It’s been a year teaching in Zhenghua Sec and I’ll be leaving soon. It could be sad moment to leave something familiar behind, on the other hand, it will be a new start in NIE.

Teaching has been fun so far, i get to see different students and people around me, know them and most importantly, know how Singpaporean is behaving. This greatly applies to our next generation, their thinking, their method of working, their skills and a lot more.

However, all have to be put down. I’ll be bidding my goodbye to them in 4 weeks time and start my student life soon. Hooray!!

Confident….

January 24th, 2007 by dreamzzz

I’m confused again….like I’m being locked in a box trying hard to figure my feeling and though again.

Some of my co-workers have asked me to go back to the sch…. My co-workers wanted me go back to ZSS cos I’ll always put my best foot in when I do anything. I’ll show my best and do the best for all….they like the way i contribute…. but i don’t know….I’m confused… I’m not sure if i can make it to NIE and finally be an educator. The confident me is like fading away… i do not know why…. I’m always tongue tied and my speech and language seems to deteriorate…. sometimes i wonder why????

I’m thinking what happen to me…. hope that it’s not the fading memories again. I met my secondary teacher the other time… surprisingly i remembered his name but when we chatted he told me that we used to go to another sch for our lessons…. but i could not remember… hahahah…. then my friends confirmed we did went to the other school for lessons… haahaha…. I always had a feeling that part of my memory was gone after the car accident years ago…. now i know i m rite!!!

However, i know my inside me wanted some freedom like going back to do things i like….. but i started to think abt my goal…..I really wished that i can be free from anything… so i can travel n move around the world…. i do not wish to be tie down with work….

I need to think of my life again…… ,maybe i shd go to bed & sleep then tomolo I’ll forget all these boring things again…. hahaha then I’ll be as happy and confident as before… hahahaha

1 Nascent 3

January 24th, 2007 by dreamzzz

This year, I’m the co-form of 1N3… but i like to call them Nascent 3… they are just like a plant budding and blossoming waiting to show their colours to the world one day. although mischief at the mmt but kind and innocent.

Most of the time, they are noisy… thinking back…. my class used to be worst than them…. it is so bad that teachers will come in n scold us… but who bothers…. hahahah….. if i look at my friends now… most of them successful in life…. with bizman to engineers to hsewife……  so i believe they will make a mark one day.

Live ur life to full each day, though there might be some sickness somewhere, but once u overcome, u can still mark ur mark each day…. i too used to a sick cat…. hahahah…..

They are not stupid, most of them are smart but lazy…. they just ve not show it to all ppl what they are really made of. I myself went through ‘N’ level to ‘O’ level to poly and finally grad from Uni. So are some of my sec sch peers and uni mates…. if we can do it so can u…. your destiny is waiting for u, somewhere out there, someday out there… even if u are a hsewife, u can be as successful in raising a child than anyone one of us… Never to look down on anyone or each self…. i believe and waiting to see the little seedings nurture and bloom one day…. a plant that can show to demostrate and proud to show the whole world…

My holiday

December 18th, 2006 by dreamzzz

Ohh my holiday seems to come fast and go fast…. ummm… it seems like yesterday that holiday just started and by end of this week it will be done….

But it’s a fruitful and awesome holiday, i get to do some catching up with my friends, from secondary sch friends to poly friends to Unifriends. Wow…. been to lots of gatherings here and there…

Starting from Nov, I’ve been Malacca with my poly friends as a get-together outing… it was really fun… simply catching up once we starting hopping on the van…. Andrew n Sam sam they are planning for a baby soon…. Old duck and Serene happily married…. Yuyu still the same… Amelia shared the story of turning down a marriage proposal… hahaha…. so much fun….

My uni friend Yudi, brought his family here for checkup, visited me. For first time, we get to know how his son, Taka… Ron came back to Singapore for a break to attend wedding and we did some catch up of what is happening in Aus!!! Siew will be flying back too… she will be here for X’mas. Shocking news, our xiao mei, June, showed us her new bf…. As for Tris n Josh, they finally turned up!!!! Another good news, our Gong superman Alvin is going to have a superbaby next yr… wow… so many good news going on!!!! Have to guess who is the next one with a red bomb!!!!

Yudi’s Son “Taka”

December 18th, 2006 by dreamzzz

Yudi came to Singapore during end November and along came Eva and Taka. Wow… since Taka is born this is the first time i see him… all thanks to Yudi, for 6 mths his son is a secret… Yudi dare not let us see the face of Taka!!!!! not even a single photo posted on web!!! hahahaha

When i first see Taka, he is such a cute little boy, always laughing… when you play with him, he simply laugh… Taka doesn’t resemble a lot like Yudi or Eva…. he has this big and round eyes that make him shine and with his laugh, Taka is really Taka…. Adorable!

Ainul and I have the intention to visit them next yr in Bali… hopefully we’ll be able to go….

Destinee is 3 mths old!!!!

November 12th, 2006 by dreamzzz

Our little princess is 3 mths old…. such a young age and spoilt by almost everyone… hahaha… Dscf0996 she is fatter and heavier now… carrying her is becoming a tiring task for all…. hahaha….her favourite playtime is swimming in bathtub…. hahaha

hey ppl out there… dun ask me babysit ur child next time…. i realised that the kids nowadays are smart and hard to serve them well…. cos they are spoilt little prince and princess….Dscf0985 Dscf0983 Dscf0986

if you wanna babysit, i’ll recommend u to Ainul, Tris and Pete… Ainul will take care from infant till preschool cos after preschool they are not fun any more… hahaha…. Tris will take care of those preschool to 18 of age…. why??? so he will educate them…. hahahaha…. as for Pete he take 18 onwards…. why??? cos they become independent then care earn $$$$ and give Pete… hahaha….

Talking abt little Destinee, I realised that I’ve not take a pic with my little niece, Destinee!!! hahaha